<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8" standalone="yes"?><rss version="2.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"><channel><title>Personal on poolp.org</title><link>https://poolp.org/categories/personal/</link><description>Recent content in Personal on poolp.org</description><generator>Hugo -- gohugo.io</generator><language>en-US</language><copyright>Copyright &amp;copy; Gilles Chehade - poolp.org</copyright><lastBuildDate>Sun, 18 Feb 2024 20:42:00 +0200</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://poolp.org/categories/personal/index.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title>2023, a retrospective.</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2024-02-18/2023-a-retrospective./</link><pubDate>Sun, 18 Feb 2024 20:42:00 +0200</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2024-02-18/2023-a-retrospective./</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;A personal retrospective of 2023&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h1 class="relative group"&gt;2023 was a rough year
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&lt;p&gt;I usually enjoy doing these yearly posts,
looking back at what I did and planning what I&amp;rsquo;ll do,
but 2023 was a rough year.
I&amp;rsquo;m glad it&amp;rsquo;s over.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2024-02-18/2023-a-retrospective./feature.png"/></item><item><title>I love you</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2023-03-01/i-love-you/</link><pubDate>Wed, 01 Mar 2023 12:00:00 +0200</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2023-03-01/i-love-you/</guid><description>&lt;p&gt;Almost four years ago,
your mom and I left home and rushed to the maternity hospital to give birth to your brother.
As I closed the door to our home,
I told your mom with a huge smile that the next time we&amp;rsquo;d open the door we&amp;rsquo;d no longer be only the two of us.
This was the best day of our lives.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2023-03-01/i-love-you/feature.png"/></item><item><title>Farewell 2021, Welcome 2022: a personal post</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2021-12-30/farewell-2021-welcome-2022-a-personal-post/</link><pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2021 08:00:00 +0200</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2021-12-30/farewell-2021-welcome-2022-a-personal-post/</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;A retrospective of 2021&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h1 class="relative group"&gt;2021 was a good year overall
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&lt;p&gt;Pandemic and lock-downs set aside,
2021 was a good year overall.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2021-12-30/farewell-2021-welcome-2022-a-personal-post/feature.jpeg"/></item><item><title>August 2021: taking a break</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2021-08-13/august-2021-taking-a-break/</link><pubDate>Fri, 13 Aug 2021 08:53:00 +0200</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2021-08-13/august-2021-taking-a-break/</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;
&lt;li&gt;this is a short article, no TL;DR.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h1 class="relative group"&gt;Why so calm ?
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&lt;p&gt;As some of you know,
I was diagnosed a few years ago with &lt;a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Generalized_anxiety_disorder" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer"&gt;generalized anxiety disorder&lt;/a&gt;,
&lt;a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panic_disorder" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer"&gt;panic disorder&lt;/a&gt; and
&lt;a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexithymia" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer"&gt;alexithymia&lt;/a&gt;,
a trait that makes it particularly difficult for me to cope with the disorders.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2021-08-13/august-2021-taking-a-break/feature.jpeg"/></item><item><title>Anxiety, OpenBSD break, COVID-19 and resuming work</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2020-03-30/anxiety-openbsd-break-covid-19-and-resuming-work/</link><pubDate>Mon, 30 Mar 2020 14:01:00 +0200</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2020-03-30/anxiety-openbsd-break-covid-19-and-resuming-work/</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;pre&gt;&lt;code&gt;- I took a break to deal with personal stuff
- I'm taking a long break from OpenBSD for personal reasons
- I may or may not have experienced COVID-19, who knows
- resumed work on OpenSMTPD and other projects
&lt;/code&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h2 class="relative group"&gt;This is a weird report
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&lt;p&gt;This is a weird report.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2020-03-30/anxiety-openbsd-break-covid-19-and-resuming-work/feature.jpg"/></item><item><title>happy new year 2019, a personal post</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2019-06-02/happy-new-year-2019-a-personal-post/</link><pubDate>Sun, 02 Jun 2019 13:42:00 +0000</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2019-06-02/happy-new-year-2019-a-personal-post/</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;pre&gt;&lt;code&gt;Way too many things happened in a six months timeframe.
This post won't need a TL;DR as I'll keep it short.
&lt;/code&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h2 class="relative group"&gt;Generalized anxiety disorder and alexithymia.
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&lt;p&gt;Late 2018,
I&amp;rsquo;ve been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and alexithymia a couple weeks apart.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2019-06-02/happy-new-year-2019-a-personal-post/feature.png"/></item><item><title>News from the front !</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2018-01-08/news-from-the-front/</link><pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2018 12:11:00 +0000</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2018-01-08/news-from-the-front/</guid><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
 &lt;b&gt;TL;DR:&lt;/b&gt;
 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;pre&gt;&lt;code&gt;Came very close to a burn out late 2016, had to quit former employer.
Started working at another company early 2017.
Became a student again, currently halfway through second year in psychology.
Haven't done much opensource since early 2017, slowly resuming.
&lt;/code&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;h2 class="relative group"&gt;Happy new year !
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&lt;p&gt;I wish you a very happy new year 2018 and hope that you succeed in whatever you attempt.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2018-01-08/news-from-the-front/feature.png"/></item><item><title>Welcome to you, 2013</title><link>https://poolp.org/posts/2013-01-08/welcome-to-you-2013/</link><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2013 23:16:43 +0000</pubDate><guid>https://poolp.org/posts/2013-01-08/welcome-to-you-2013/</guid><description>&lt;p&gt;YO!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I know I should have posted a &amp;ldquo;Happy New Year&amp;rdquo; note earlier but you know how it is: new year eve&amp;rsquo;s aftermath, days to recover, work resumes, mood slacks, bleh.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I take short consulting engagements — architecture review, technical due diligence, mail infrastructure — through &lt;a href="https://aljuna.tech"&gt;aljuna.tech&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><media:content xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://poolp.org/posts/2013-01-08/welcome-to-you-2013/feature.png"/></item></channel></rss>